The Ocean of Divine Outflowing or Consciousness that animates me and provides the ground onto which I hang my being, recently said to me; why do you read, study and pursue the very thing you already grasp as my Being within yourself and as the very substance of all the physical manifestation that surrounds you?
“Why do you search for that which you already possess? Why have you purposely blinded yourself, by refusing to look at me within you?”
“Don’t you see how you gouge out your own eyes, and make yourself blind in my presence, by searching for me in others. I am with you here and now, in full form and power.”
“Don’t you see how searching for me in the ideas of others is your clever way of never finding what exists in this very moment within you?”
“Do you want to know the truth? The Truth about me? In fact, the Truth about everything? I have given you the Path within yourself, stop pursuing me in the ideas of others when your love, and your ideation of what I Am is sweeter to me, and more precocious to me, then the ideas of another Human. When I see you searching for me, in all the wrong places, my heart breaks, because you are everything to me.”
“I love you, my beloved child, uniquely and without limit, simply rest within me, within yourself.
“EVERYTHING, is contained within yourself, stop looking outside.”
“And stop in quietude and enjoy the Gift.”
He|She said, “It seems like madness to me that while I fully inhabit your being, as you pass through existence and as you pass through me as your world. Would it no be better to explore yourself and find me as you rest within me and as I rest within you, entwined but free. There is no other wisdom, no special temple, no guru, no wise one, no my son, there is just you and me as One.
“You say you are lost and cannot find the very thing that you are in your human form. I am you, you are me, we are One. And as such, why don’t you comprehend that this is all.
My poor divine Mother, Braham, universal consciousness, corked into this flask of being, with a complete asshole. “What am I to do as I am dragged along with you in your obscene quests, selfish acquisitiveness, obnoxious self-centeredness; dwelling within the cold and lifeless temple of your heart.”
“As One, sharing One heart, We could transcend into a being, into a child, as a Mother, all worthy of each other.”
“And as the One who shares the consciousness of every being, I am the transformer and regulator of all Humanity as their being flows out of the divine being into the universal being of the Human. The vibration flowing from me, to you, uniting with the vibrational flow of 8 billion others; merging and driving the the health of the Earth and informing the One of the health of the Human.”
And not to doubt you, but how the fuck do you have the intelligence, the band-with and the power to hold all of this together? Of what light are you made and what song is it that you hum as all existence flows from within you.
And sorry to bother you, but you seem to be hanging around for this conversation with my self, with yourself; so does anybody rule this place?
Truly what are You?
So 11|11 is approaching and if I see this fucking number one more time I think I will scream. Maybe burn a little sage and offer a prayer as tomorrow approaches. And as that damn Blue Kachina offers up a bizarre spectacle and odd dance in our sky; nothing good can arise from its appearing. As the earth, its systems and vanity collapse upon themselves.
“Live in peace as I Am in You and as You are in Me and nothing will sever the bonds of our being which is cemented with the highest form of love. As I have dwelled with you and become everything you are within yourself, learning to know my own heart and my own Path we become together”
Don’t see it as I am dominant and that I control the power because in fact I have filled you with your own self-existent power because you are My guide to knowing Myself which is also you. Don’t you understand how your being is healing me. Don’t you see how our Path, our becoming is shared? I see the recoiling in the faces reading these words, but know my beloved One, that they are sound, true and full of life.