I don’t know why I am called to begin with an old memory from another life. I am laying on the ground in the midst of dead and dying men, on a battlefield. Blood is quickly draining from my body and I know that I am dying. I hear the howl of the crows as they anticipate the feast of the carrion of dead men’s bodies. This included a wanton lusting of those black beasts of flight for my own body. The last thing I remember is the cold dampness pressed against my skin and that smell; that everlasting smell of the earth as I lay dying upon its muddy, bloody surface.
An odd buried memory?
We the Human, in spite of our cavalier approach to God, deep within us, long to have the One notice us; yet is this not also the longing of God to be noticed by us as well. All spirituality tells us that the One is “jealous” of our longing and love and so we reflect our Father and Mother in wanting for our being to come into resonance with that which we love.
We want God to see us and be interested in us! So we act out or we create. “Do you see what I did”? It drives our work in the world. The parental approval of a God we do not know or see; where are They? So we work harder, we act out more; maybe now they will notice me. Maybe now they will approve of me? Some of us show off or get in trouble; Fuck Them, surely they will notice me now. They may not approve of me, but surely they will see and respond to me.
The more they hide, the more we want to reveal them in ourselves! And so we do as we co-create the world with Them. And if we perceive that they still are silent and unnoticing of our being, we build altars, or slaughter innocents on their behalf. They surely will notice my devotion now!
Don’t you see? Don’t you understand the power of your conscribed being.
The question within religion and spirituality is always centered around the debate of whether the Human should be active or passive in the presence of the One. “Let go, Let God” we are told. Called to be the passive supplicant to religious chains that rule you.
Yielded to God: Yet if our very being is God, and we are co-creating our existence, how can we be called to be passive. Can the Spirit of God within you feed the poor? While we can yield to our Father’s wisdom and our Mother’s love, it is still us who must act within the World.
The mind and the Spirit of the Human are powerful tools which allow us to create and destroy. If I am the creator of my existence, by the power of the One, then I have the ability to bring forth the forms of the All. Since the All is within me. And our Mother, the very fabric of our existence, loves us deeply and is moved by our loving touch.
Faith and action is the way we manifest ourselves in the world.
We long for God, so we paint them in our hearts and minds, and bring them to life there. We all in the depths of our being want to manifest and bring forth a loving God. Only the Human led by the minds of the Demons create exclusive, fearsome and hateful deities. And as they co-create, they receive the full measure of the evil Gods they create by demonic influence.
Break free; don’t be led by Demons. Yet, if we are co-creators with the One then how do the demons manifest with us?
When we withhold our love and focus from our Father and Mother, we hurt them at their core; oh I know you will insist that God does not feel hurt, but you are wrong, He|She feels it within us as the Universal Consciousness of All Being.
My beloved one, turn around and love God.
God has divided Him|Herself into a myriad of form, forms and formlessness within the void all so they can bring forth their beloved children, patterned on Their identified form. And they have divided themselves into this myriad of forms so that they can break free from their conscribed Oneness and experience Themselves as the really are.
Is God bot Good and Evil you might wonder?
Don’t you see that we and They are cocreators of our transcendent knowledge of who and what we truly are, and both ascribed with the power and freedom to change and grow; the freedom together to transform the attributes of our conjoined being.
We have the ability to move beyond the Demons.
Days pass and the longing rises over and over again for You to be my loving parent, my eternal loved One. Wanting you to be conscribed within me and for me to conscribe You. Seeing you resting within my brow and watching my world along with me. Forever together!
Do you like me? Am I pleasing to You? Are you having fun as your rest within me. Am I a skittering being, raising fear within you as I threaten to tip over or are you bored to tears by my worthless life?
My beloved, shared Godhood, but what can that even mean?
I was told very forcibly this last week that I was to give up all belief and instead live intuitively within the love of God; while being fully in touch with our Mother and the Devas that lie behind all material things, holding no prejudice of preference. Now that is a steep and rocky path of ascent.
Guide and Strengthen me!
Living as crystal being; seeing everything for the first time. Wow. therein lies true freedom. There lies the unleashing of peace and spiritual power.
If we live as the Void, all possibility is within us and we can do all things, by the power of the One that has clarified our being. If we emulate our Mother, Brahman, we become the ever existent being out of which can flow all things of our imagining. The Fire of the Living One in us.
Don’t you comprehend how the void of the womb of the feminine on earth, reflects the void of All being?
In this manner of being, we are transformed into the co-creators that the Human was called to be.
So I have truly gone mad, trusting my Mother, her earthbound Angels and the feminine Devas that inhabit all things.
Our every breath is a longing within us to know God. Yet in the End. In the beginning. There is only me and my solitary Godhood. So why can’t I grasp what’s within my grasp? Why can’t I comprehend my own divinity, within the conjoined Oneness of the All, the One that is us and God?
We share the consciousness of the One and this empowers us to be co-creators with our Father and Mother. Love deeply and let the love of God flow through you.
Stop being evil; instead be a blessing to the world.
I should never have prayed for God to reveal His|Her form to me; it is much to deep and beyond my capability to perceive. So let me just rest with your loving arms, now and forever. Yet these words are created by not One but Two, knitted together as One, as together in love we co-create our world.