Father, if I have found mercy in your sight, unveil all the secret things that compose your being. Show me the underlying scaffolding, the quantum foam of physical being, our pure spiritual nature, the basis of all things flowing from out of your clear bright flame. Lift me up with your strong arms, let me soar upon your wings, boost me so I can observe what lies beyond the high wall that separates you from me.
I beg, I beg, I beg! Please can’t I, won’t you, don’t you see me, coming around and around again? Please put me out of my misery, by the simplicity of you loving touch.
Do for me, what you have never done for another Human, (then again, maybe you have), simply because I have had the balls to ask to be shown your form. Simply because I had the courage, that rose within my own ascending heart to call you Father. The enduring love that draws me to you as my Mother. Your Holy Spirit descending within my being full of love, light and power. I have no argument, you see right through me, yet I am sincere within my longing for you.
Christ is more worthy to me if he was fully human. I have no need to cast that mask of God upon him in order for Him to have worth for me. If we are God’s children, then is that not enough? And honestly, if Jesus was fully human, then it gives me hope, he provided me a way, by His example, by His flowing love, to follow in his wake, on pathways of light to the Living One.
Because when we see Christ is fully Human, yet also fully endowed with the Holy Spirit, the presence of His Mother, that allowed Him to See, and Know and to be a Master of the Void, the blink where everything is reborn within God, over and over and over again. He, my beloved as the Master of the Void through the full indwelling of the Spirit.
As a Human, Jesus provides me with hope that I also might aspire to the love and presence of my Father as I am also conformed within my Mother’s love as she whispers Your will to me.
I am fully aware that I am a pain in the ass to You. Always lurking about, trying to catch a glimpse, longing, longing, for your touch; for the revelation of You within me. And no religious rites have ever unleashed this upon a Human, only the straining of my spirit entwined within yours, travelling within, straining with all of my might, and finally the pop, that sets me free.
See what I can become to you, when the blurring of what I am, is clarified within your love, as I stand on the precipice of the end of all things. I am surrounded by war, famine and destruction of the world and all I want to do is sing praises to you, and to rip asunder the veil that separates us. Let somebody else be obsessed with prophesy and the End Times, let me rest forever within You. Let our entwined being sing songs of love as we joke like old friends, whose presence is separated by a long journey.
Father, Mother, lets laugh, lets sing and rejoice in this moment as you lift me beneath the shadow of your wings. And and when we drain the draught of remembrance, in the shared company of replicating love, let me help You, show me how, to bring your other Children home to You.
Father, in these terrible times, in this emergent transformation of You and Your Children, I hold You to Your promise, that you would drop your full load upon the head of every Human. Wham! So that even the dull and distracted among us might have the spiritual eyes to see you and to experience your power and presence. You are required to meet the same same standards as us; you must lift up and redeem the Children that you have created and loved. There is no other choice for you, or you cease to exist as a God.
“‘In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people; your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams”
I’m in a dark alley, yet I perceive your countenance, and I have you trapped, so I will force you to bless me, and to bless all my Human brothers and sisters. You are compelled to do so, because of the justice which is the underlying composition of your being. If we are to be condemned then you are not God. The same rules that you prescribe for us, must also govern you.
11 If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him!
So what is the greatest “good thing” that you could give to me? Its You! I am asking, I am pleading, I am lurking in you shadows, I am obsessed, I will trade everything; there is nothing more of a “good” to me, than you. I’ve done my part, but its all worthless without your presence. In ecstasy and bliss teach my tongue to sing, the glory of what you have prepared for me. And within that ray of love, light and life, show me All of You.
If I am living within a dreaming God, if this is truly the case then is it not also possible that the Human is dreaming as well within you. Have you placed us here so we can dream of the God of our own choosing. Can the Human create their own God within themselves? The God we worship, is the God we create within our own hearts and minds. Might it be better if we had some inkling of You. And when we pass back over, which god of our creation will greet us and which God will be true?
Wouldn’t it be better to reveal a bit of yourself to us? Not from some priest, but directly from you or though the Spirit that flows from the Unity within You to Your Children?
Again I plead; show me the whole damn symphony as it plays within you. Show me the secret things. Who is to know but me and You and maybe an angel or Diva or two.
If Braham is the point out of which everything flows; then out of what does the One Point emerge? Where is the starting point of this billion years journey; is the One Point infinite in its beginnings? How else could it be so? You can explain it all to me, when we soon meet, you may not remember but you just promised to meet me in the grotto of ultimate desire. And I will be there waiting for you.
And here is something you whispered to me that proves that You are One. If everything emerges from the void after flowing from the One Point, then being instantaneous in form, then you must be One. The seamlessness of existence requires for you to be One. Its the only way for this closed system to work. All forms are shared and One within God.