Here’s Why:
How can the Human be so compelling, so incredibly beautiful, so magnificent in caring and kindness, with the ability to sacrifice ourselves for the benefit of others, a form of light, while at the same time being the repository of the most vile evil?
I really can’t make this dichotomy work in my mind. I see Human compassion and love and it awes me while at the same time I see such utter degeneracy, immorality and lack of common decency, which is slowing causing me to go mad.
I am not a prude, and it is not some inward sense of superior morality that causes my depression, it is just the heart felt sense that something is totally off with modern society. And maybe it is my complicitness, with continuing to participate within this society, that eats away at me the most, as I am forced to continue to accept the chains of this social structure that I know has outlived its usefulness for the Humans participating in it.
A social structure that when carefully analyzed, appears to want to destroy all Human life, and every good thing that makes us Human. If we weren’t so deceived and lost in such darkness we would see how obvious it is that the plan has been devised by demons that hate us, and are seeking to destroy us.
I read these same thoughts everywhere, and it makes me wonder how so much of Human society is feeling the malaise within our life situations. We just seem to be limping along as we continue to take blow after blow from a society that hates us. We are just going through the motion without conviction or caring.
So if society hates me, who I am, my intelligence and empathy, then fuck them all.
Why should I continue to break my back on behalf of people that hate me. I would have to be insane or been transmuted with a severe case of Stockholm Syndrome, launched against me, by our beloved leaders and their enablers and money Lords.
I am being transformed into a revolutionary being, caused by their relentless attacks and mind torture against me. I would rather die than to continue just taking these relentless and cowardly attacks from the shadows; from the evil people who dwell in the gutters and dark places, and whose minds know no honor and who pursue only personal gain.
Nothing works, as people run to and fro, back and forth, constantly spinning in paths of dead ends and cul-de-sacs. All of our shared bonds that made life tolerable and filled with a modicum of joy, have been torn and stomped beneath marching feet, heading toward…what. Toward the Abyss.
People have been so manipulated by the flow of the screens, trading a replica, for the actual flow of God. So they march, on and on they march, with absolutely no idea where the powers that be are marching them towards. Oh the shock when they finally perceive the treacherous game they have been playing.
I assure you they want you dead, clumped and piled on a battlefield, where the demons can suck your low vibrational energy, as you mind, body and spirit sink under the mud,
We are disconcerted and dismayed because it is impossible to live within a society whose members dwell in utter darkness and total blindness. Mumbling and wandering like New Age zombies. And we are utterly depressed and dismayed by our leaders and the laws that enforce, along with the perversion of their minds as they masquerade as our saviors and betters.
Its to the point that my soul is constantly whipsawed in various directions, back and forth between ecstasy and hope while suddenly being ricocheted into a dark, demonic gestalt existence that tears me apart. That constant gnawing pit in my stomach, constantly waiting for the next foot to drop.
And now that the demons have us chasing our own tails, they can manipulate us into war through misplaced fear. The evil leaders in our society making us fear some external enemy that they’ve created, when it is our very own leaders whom we should be fearing and shooting. The people who say they represent our best interests, are the very people whom we should fear the most.
Did none of you read “1984” in high school?
Yet, my Christian friends, so sure of their beliefs, so they sit waiting for their removal; a rapture, the escape from the dystopian world that they have fully participated in creating. Why should they escape from the very shithole they have created? We, every Human is complicit in the evil that is overspreading the earth. We not them are the ones to blame.
For your sanity and for the future of your soul and relationship with the Living One it is time to stop and reflect on what you have become. There will be no rapture, but if you seek healing from the Holy Spirit, you will be able joyfully enter the presence of the One who has always loved you, because you are Him/Her, fully formed within the flesh. Even now you do not understand who or what you are. Don’t listen to the blaring condemnation of you as a Human, instead seek love, and compassion which is the form of your Father.
Have you not heard? Have you not understood. You may enter heaven, but you may be rising up from a body that is blood and bruised, in imitation of your beloved savior. Pray for the strength stand strong ing your faith. You were not called to be a bird or a rocket. Your were not called to run but instead you are called to be a martyr, for the only thing worth having.
John 10: 25 Jesus answered, “I did tell you, but you do not believe. The works I do in my Father’s name testify about me, 26 but you do not believe because you are not my sheep. 27 My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. 28 I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand. 29 My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all; no one can snatch them out of my Father’s hand. 30 I and the Father are one.”
31 Again his Jewish opponents picked up stones to stone him, 32 but Jesus said to them, “I have shown you many good works from the Father. For which of these do you stone me?”
33 “We are not stoning you for any good work,” they replied, “but for blasphemy, because you, a mere man, claim to be God.”
34 Jesus answered them, “Is it not written in your Law, ‘I have said you are “gods”’? 35 If he called them ‘gods,’ to whom the word of God came—and Scripture cannot be set aside— 36 what about the one whom the Father set apart as his very own and sent into the world? Why then do you accuse me of blasphemy because I said, ‘I am God’s Son’? 37 Do not believe me unless I do the works of my Father. 38 But if I do them, even though you do not believe me, believe the works, that you may know and understand that the Father is in me, and I in the Father.” 39 Again they tried to seize him, but he escaped their grasp.
Revelation 2:10: “Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer… Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you life as your victor’s crown.
Matthew 16:24-25: Jesus says, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it”.
1 Peter 4:12-16: Encourages not being surprised by fiery trials, but to rejoice in sharing Christ’s sufferings, noting that if insulted for his name, the Spirit of glory rests on them.
Revelation 12:11: “They triumphed over him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony; they did not love their lives so much as to shrink from death.