
Happy Easter 2025
May the Spirit who resides within me, bless you with love and light; may it be so for each and every one who reads these words. And by this blessing may you receive the spiritual power of the Divine Feminine as she flows through me to you.
She’s been there all along, as if resting, waiting for you to awaken.
35:12 “…Yeshua said to him, ‘My words are the way, the truth and the life, for my words are given of the Spirit and no one comes to the Kingdom except through her teachings. If you had known and understood my teachings then you would have known and understood the One who sent me also.”
35:18: “…Only from the Truth I tell you, those amongst you who understand and keep my commandments will not taste death.”
35:20 Yeshua answered him, ‘If there are any amongst you who love me, then they will keep my words. The Spirit will love them and will come and make her home with them…”
5:6-7 “…I tell you, you will see greater things than these…Only from the truth I tell you, hereafter you will see the Kingdom of God opened and the Spirit descending on all of Humanity.”
15:7 “…Only from the Truth I tell you, when more then one are gathered in the Spirit’s name, then the Spirit is with them. And when the Spirit is with them then there is always enough for all.”
I’ve just begun reading the “The Gospel of the Beloved Companion: The Complete Gospel of Mary Magdaline” by Jehanne de Quillan. I have been truly amazed by the ‘Bread of Life” that is contained within this non-canonical book of Christ’s ministry. It’s truly a wonderfully written retelling of the story of Christ, which is very similar in tone to the Gospel of Thomas and canonical John. Here is what I have learned here:
- Each and every time that yeshua healed a person, he first called upon the Spirit (the Divine Feminine who guides him in all things) to bless that person. I had the impression, that it was by the power of these words of blessing, that the Spiritual power was set loose from Yeshua to the person being healed. In other words, it is the blessing itself that is necessary and is filled with power. It was the electromagnetic connection between the core of Yeshua and the core of the person being healed, since the Divine Mother is in all of us. The Divine Feminine is in everybody; dormant in some, but accessible to assist in healing, when a blessing is released from one Human to another.
- When praying for somebody he raised his right hand.
- He said over and over again while living upon the earth that “He who obeys my words will never taste death.” Which left me constantly asking which words are we to obey? The salvation from the words of his lips was never the remission of sins on the cross by shed blood. It was instead a salvation provided by the path of following the Spirit (Divine Mother) within you. For none can receive the words of Christ unless the Spirit provides understanding and illumination.
- The scribes and the Pharisees rejected Yeshua because he followed the leading of the Spirit (The Divine Mother) rather than the “law” as prescribed by earthly religious class. Those who could not perceive the imminence of God among themselves, because they were holding onto to their earthly valuables; they were trapped by the paradigms of their cultural beliefs so were as the blind among men.
- Then at the end of this text there is a description of the “Tree of Life,” as described by Mary Magdalene, which she says was taught by Yeshua to her.
- These texts intimate that Christ’s whole earthly ministry was under the direction and will of the Divine Feminine.
- It is the Spirit, the will of the Divine Feminine, that all of the Human that has been given to Yeshua by the Spirit; that he should have the Power to uphold all of the Human in his care.
Well that puts a whole different spin on the Christ’s ministry, doesn’t it?
17:5 “And Yeshua answered them, ‘This is the work of the Spirit, that you believe on the word of him who has been sent. For in his words will you find eternal life. Only from the Truth I tell you, whosoever understands my words, that one will not taste death.”
18:3-4 And Yeshua therefore answered them, ‘Do not murmur amongst yourselves. No one can enter the Kingdom unless they are born of the Spirit. (No Blood atonement) You speak well when you say that my mother gave me birth but, only from the Truth I tell you, it was my true Mother (The Spirit, the Divine Feminine) who gave me life. None come to me unless the Spirit, who sent me, draws them…”
So what prevents us from tasting death? Only those who understand the words of the Spirit which Yeshua gave to the Human for salvation.
In this gospel, especially considering that it is gnostic text, the power of Christ’s words are “the Bread of Life” that empowers us to overcome the world with our minds and will. There is no message of blood atonement on the cross; instead we the Human are hereby taught how to listen to the word of the Holy Spirit, the Divine Feminine as we tread upon the earth. In so doing, all of our actions are empowered and at the behest of our Mother; we have the ability, by following the instruction and calling, to heal the earth and the Human whom dwells amongst us.
The Bread of Life is not Christ’s body! The Bread of Life are the words that Yeshua proclaimed through the indwelling of the Divine Feminine. Do you see it now?
18:8 “And Yeshua said to them, ‘only from the Truth I tell you, unless you eat the very flesh of the son of Humanity which is his teachings, and drink his very blood which is his words. you will not have life in yourselves. Whosoever eats of my teachings and drinks my words has eternal life and will never die.”
6:8 “…Have I not told you that I am in the Spirit as the Spirit is in me? It is man who sees only poverty, for he sees with the eyes of the Master of this world. But where man sees poverty the Spirit see only abundance. What the Spirit sees, I see, and what I see the Spirit sees. And what the Spirit sees is.”
7:2 “…Those here who do what the Spirit demands are my brothers and my Mother. They are the ones who will find the Kingdom of God.”
9:4 “…Whosoever believes in my words is not judged. Those who do not believe are judged already. For not believing in the word of the Spirit. This is the judgement: That the light has come into the world and men loved darkness rather than light; for their works are evil. For everyone who does evil hates the light and does not come to the light, lest their works be exposed, but whosoever does the Truth comes to the Light, that their works might be revealed as having been done through the Spirit (The Divine Feminine.)
25:5 “…Yeshua therefore said to them, ‘only from the Truth I tell you. I do nothing of myself, but as the Spirit (The Divine Feminine) taught me. I say these things, the One who sent me is with me. The Spirit has not left me alone, for I always do the things I am commanded.”
The Tree of Life
Mary Magdalene describes the teaching of Yeshua regarding the “Tree of Life.” Since most scholars think this is a second or third century text they discount it. However, after reading Apollonius and other texts such as those of Heraclitus, it is obvious that a strong spiritual current flowed from the East to Greece.
The Tree of Life as described by Mary Magdalene, which was taught to her by Yeshua, is the Kundalini, the Divine Feminine that lies dormant within us. And for this reason, there is true irony, in that Adam fell by the tree and Yeshua was nailed upon one. Yet, the tree is an instrument, given to us as a gift, so that we the Human, might transform into our true nature.
42:1 “The Migdalah answered and said, ‘what is hidden from you, I will proclaim to you.’ And she began to speak to them the words that Yeshua had given her.”
42:2 “…My Master spoke thus to me. He said, ‘Miryam, blessed are you who came into being before coming into being, and whose eyes are set on the Kingdom, who from the beginning has understood and followed my teachings. Only from the Truth I tell you, there is a great tree within you that does not change, summer or winter, and its leaves do not fall. Whosoever listens to my words and ascends to its Crown will not taste death, but know the Truth of eternal life.’ “
42:3 “Then he showed me a vision in which I saw a great tree that seemed to reach unto the heavens; and as I saw these things, he said, ‘The roots of this tree are in the earth, which is your body. The trunk extend upward through the five regions of humanity to the Crown, which is the Kingdom of the Spirit.”
42:4 “There are eight great boughs upon this tree and each bough bears its own fruit, which you must eat in all its fullness. As the fruit of the tree in the garden caused Adam and Chav’vah to fall into darkness, so this fruit will grant you the light of the Spirit that is eternal life. Between each bough is a gate and a guardian who challenges the unworthy who try to pass.”
42:5 “The leaves at the bottom of the tree are thick and plentiful, so no light penetrates to illuminate the way. But fear not, for I am the way and the light, and I tell you that, as one ascends the tree, the leaves that block one from the light are fewer , so it is possible to see more clearly. Those who seek to ascend must free themselves of the world. If you do not free yourself from the world, you will die in the darkness that is the root of the tree. But if you free yourself, you will rise and reach the light that is eternal life of the Spirit.”
42:6 “And as he (Yeshua) said these things, I felt my soul ascend and saw the first great bough that bears the fruit of love and compassion, the foundation of all things. And I knew that before you can eat of this fruit and gain its nourishment, you must be free of all judgement and wrath. When you have freed yourself of these burdens, you may eat of the fruit and so gain the love and compassion that will allow you to pass the first of the seven guardians. “
42:7 “So I saw my soul ascend again and he showed me the second great bough, weighted down with the fruit of wisdom and understanding. And I saw that before you can taste of its bounty, you must be free of all ignorance and intolerance. Only then can you eat of the fruit and so pass upward unhindered through the second of the seven gates. And I heard the voice of ignorance call to me, but I knew him not, and so my soul did thus unchallenged.”
42:8 “Then my Master showed me the third great bough, which bears the fruit of honor and humility. Only when free of all duplicity and arrogance may you partake of its nourishment. And arrogance called to me, saying, ‘you are not worthy, go back.’ But my soul was deaf to him, and so moved onward and upward into increasing light.”
42:9 “And then there came the fourth bough, blossoming with the fruit of strength and courage. And I heard him tell me that to eat of this fruit, you must have freed yourself from the weakness of the flesh and confronted and conquered the illusion of your fears. And the Master of the world stood before me and claimed me as his own, but I denied him and he had no part of me.”
42:10 “Only then. my master told me, when you have rejected the deceiver, you can pass through the hardest gate of all, to attain the fifth bough and the fruit of clarity and truth of your soul and knowing yourself for the first time, understand that you are a child of the living Spirit. And as my soul moved upward, I realized that I could no longer hear the voice of the world, as all had become silence.”
42:11 Then in the light above, I saw the sixth bough, the one that bore the fruit of power and healing. My Master told me that when you truly have eaten of the fruit of clarity and truth of yourself, then could you partake of the fruit of power and healing, the power to heal your own soul and thereby make it ready to ascend to the seventh bough, where it will be filled by the fruits of light and goodness.”
42:12 “And I saw my soul. now free of all darkness, ascend to be filled with the light and goodness that is the Spirit. And I was filled with a fierce joy as my soul turned to fire and flew upwards in the flames from whence my Master showed me the eight and final bough, upon which burned the fruit of grace and beauty of the Spirt. (The beauty of the Divine Feminine in the Akashic realm.)
42:13 “And I felt my soul and all that I could see dissolve and vanish in a brilliant light, in a likeness unto the sun. And in the light, I beheld a woman of extraordinary beauty, clothed in garments of brilliant white. The figure extended its arms, and I felt my soul drawn into its embrace, and in that moment I was freed from the world, and I realized that the fetter of forgetfulness was temporary. From now on, I shall rest through through the course of the time of the age in silence. And then as if from a great distance, I heard the voice of my Master tell me, ‘Miryam, whom I have called the Migdalah, now you have seen the all, and have known the truth of yourself; the truth that is I am. Now you have become the completion of completions,’ And thus the vision ended.”
32:14 “This is what my Master has told and shown me. And only from the truth I tell you, that all I have reveled to you is true.”
43:1 “Many of the disciples did not understand what she had said, and grumbled against her amongst themselves.”
43:4″ “…Then the Migdala wept and said to Simon Kefa, ‘My brother Simon Kefa, what do you think? Do you think I have thought this up myself in my heart., or that I am lying about Yeshua? Only from the Truth again I tell you that what I have said is the truth…”
43:6 “Rather, let us be ashamed and do as she says. Let us put on perfect humanity and acquire it as she has done, and separate as he commanded us and preach the testimony of the Son of Humanity, not laying down any other rule of other law beyond that which he gave us.”
Yeshua, I love your words, they are a balm to me, they heal me and they reveal the light and love of the One, and our Divine Mother who rests within every one of the Human. Mother, be merciful, give me the illumination and the will to keep the words of life from Yeshua, my eternal savior.
44:1 “….These are the words and deeds of Yeshua the Nazorean, the Son of Humanity… Only from the Truth I tell you, those amongst you who understand and believe his words will not know death. I am Miryam, called the Migdalah, the Beloved Companion.”
So what I don’t know is how much the author DeQuillan jiggered with the original fragmented text. Yet a casual reading appears to show Mary Magdalene describing a Kundalini awakening taught to her by Yeshua. As Andrew the disciple is quoted as saying, “I at least do not believe the Rabbi said this. For these teachings are certainly strange and complicated ideas.”
This whole text describes how Yeshua was intimately connected to what he calls “the Spirit,” which he clearly states is she. Christianity was founded on the premise of the “Baptism of the Holy Spirit. The Baptism into the Mother of God. But many in ancient times saw women as the receptacle of evil and never worthy, which makes this text from 200-300 AD even more astounding. Yeshua is saying that all of his power, all of his godliness. actually comes from outside of himself, through the flowing and guiding of the Spirit; He is preaching oneness with the Divine Feminine,
11:8 “…But the hour comes, and now is here, when all true worshippers will worship the Spirit in Truth.”