So I am always amazed at how an idea or flowing of the heart will manifest into Human consciousness. Maybe 11 | 11 was a turning point in Human consciousness. Maybe the Human is in the midst of a profound spiritual transformation. Maybe this moment in time is the capstone, the crowing of the Human with the full presence and power of the One, regulated and directed by the love of our Mother within us and the intelligence of our Father.
If the Human only knew what is about to fall upon them, they would be looking up, lamps lit, praising the goodness of God… but many are blinded in their own chains of control and stasis.
Everywhere in the last few hours the same ideation is manifesting among the Human. It is everywhere and I am honestly overwhelmed. Its simple, its profound and here it is:
The Spirit of God, the manifestation out of the One, is calling to us, to cast away the grasping for control that dominates the Human mind. We are being called to be still, to rest within God and to totally relinquish control…there’s the negation… and in return and as a result of the self emptying we will have the space within ourselves to receive the full indwelling of God; fully empowered by the presence flowing from Him|Her.
Can you imagine the beauty and joy held within this transforming wave?
I hear the mocking of the tree nymphs calling out to me, telling me not to hurt myself with such deep and profound ideas; after all, I am just among the long line of the Human who have sought to unite with the One.
Fuck you, I am determined.
You don’t understand what is flowing out of the One, All of the promise of the Human is about to be revealed within us in the coming days.
We are about to experience a realignment which will allow us to know the One intimately, in a sharing of the full presence within us, flowing from us into the material world.
Crowns of Glory indeed.
Yesterday, I found among the books scattered in the back seat of my car, one which I had bought and not read called “In the Mind of the Universe; The Monad and You!” by Dennis William Hauck. I haven’t read the book but I opened to a page where the author quoting from some gnostic text was calling me to trade my limited power for the unlimited power of God. The emphasis was in the submitting to the will of God and in so doing, we come into full alignment with the One. And once we have accomplished this, the scales will fall from our eyes and we will see the God that has always been in our midst. The God that has tread this life of ours, by our side, upholding us while we both, God and I, accomplish what we were meant to be: a loving whole out of the parts.
I truly feel as If the One is calling each Human, to discover within themselves the same power and presence that was held within Christ. Oh will you religious types stop the wailing you employ for control?
Then this morning as I scan the various people I follow, this same ideation is flowing from their hearts, which shows me, the certitude of the flowing of all consciousness from the mind of God within us. We, God and us, together, manifesting his|her will upon the earth out of the causative action of the love within us.
SO REST IN IT. ACKNOWLEDGE IT. BE JOYOUS WITHIN THE LIVING FLAME OF THE ONE, THAT ANIMATES YOU AND PROVIDES THE CONSCIOUNESS FOR YOU TO EXPLORE YOURSELF AND THE GIFT.
If you acknowledge your consciousness as being the consciousness of God, you do see how that expands your being, your power and presence? Once you accept yourself as you actually are rather than trying to overthrow the truth of your being in limitation; all things change within you and that surround you.
This is what I wrote before I received what is written above, in a vibrational form in the crown of my being.
“So Father, Mother, I have never wanted to be a part of something more than my heart longs to be One with you. In this moment, let our being spiral together, so that what I am, may be integrated and conformed by what You are in Truth. Construct me fully in your image, carrying your spiritual signature and guidance within me. Yet, let me also be free of you and let me exist as my own source so that you may know yourself in fullness as you experience the separated being and the perspective that it provides you.
Here I am Lord, send me, let me be the source of your becoming; let my being speak to lift up all of the Human into the fullness of your presence and love.
So together, God and the Human will become the very ideation conceived by the One in the very beginning and within the end.
The only reason others of the Human are not horrified by their demise within you, is because they are blind to what is coming, and believe they will be ever individual and self-existent.
Yet, when I speak thus, I am not asking for oblivion. So I fear that as I enter more and more into your presence that I will be totally subsumed by your light and power. Are you asking me to be chained to your being; am I to become a slave subsumed fully in you?
Sorry to be the problem child again, dancing to my own drummer, while dancing among the splendor of your outflowing into me. Why can’t we just continue to exist as we are now, two yet One. Why would I want to jump into the volcano of non-existent being?
Isn’t that the whole point of your descent within matter, the outflowing into this material world and the self-discovery of yourself, and the possibility of shared love between yourself and your spiritual children?
“Light and Darkness, life and death, right and left, are brothers of one another. They are inseparable. Because of this neither are the good good, nor evil evil, nor is life life, nor death death. For this reason each one will dissolve into its earliest origin. But those who are exalted above the world are indissoluble, eternal.” The Gospel of Phillip
If the whole point is for you, to know other, since in your primordial manifestation of unity, you had no ability to know yourself or to experience love, or the joy of communion with Other.
Even if I could transcend the Monad and become fully you, in power, light and love, honestly as I rest in your presence, as I am now, I would choose individuated being over being subsumed into you.
What would I become, after all, if I was chained to you as One. Don’t you see how problematic this is to your Children?
You’re asking us to die for you!
How my beloved and cherished Father and Mother, do I become fully One with you and yet retain my own identity. What would I become. How would it work; even this right brained, whole to parts Human is having a hard time visualizing the process and the results.
Teach me my error, gently lead me into a place of trust, where all of what I am is conscribed by you.
Don’t you see?
Maybe if in your mercy, you clarified this for me, in the flaming light upon the alter, I would fully submit myself to you, but you’re asking for me is to submit to a spiritual phantom.
Sorry for being so blunt, but your not exactly an extrovert with your Children.
Most religions allow the Human to remain in their individuated state in the resurrection into light offered by the priest class with their religious ideals; are you calling me into oblivion?
So my Libra nature comes to the fore, and I think about the plus side of oblivion into the One Being. If I was One with you I would share your attributes, your power, light and love and that is all I long for, but how would “I” experience it? As whom, as what? They’re is the rub and the mystery and the primary reason religions never speak of our emanation from God and instead cast us as individuated being in need of salvation.
To unite with the One, is to cast away our own Godhood, in the same manner that the Christ cast away his Godhood by manifesting as a Human and being broken on a cross.
What death must I bear?
Did Lucifer rebel because you asked him to reintegrate fully within you? I am rebelling at that thought; I am in love with my individuated being. Must I renounce it to be worthy of you. Must I be totally destroyed as I am reintegrated with you?
Why must it always be a struggle, bearing a burden, humbly diminishing myself for the sake of others? Why can’t it be light and free, ecstatic. blissful and the merging of two sperate beings within the One? Why can I not continue to share your consciousness, as it is transformed into my individuated being.
Who buys without a viewing and a test drive? I’m just supposed to jump into something by faith, into something that I can never fully understand?
Why not fully reveal yourself to your child who loves you.
Here we are again, you hiding mother-fucker! Come out now and show me the full image of your being.
Will you not appear, even for one who craves your mystery.
As you know, as you exist within me, I have already been restless with the “Idea” of heaven. Endless adoration of you. And while my whole soul venerates you, I am not up for beautiful meadows and puppies. The endless drip of mediocrity and meaningless being in a heavenly nursing home of infinite time.
Can’t you reveal what I Am to become; can’t you speak to One who loves you from the depth of their soul? Can I even navigate the depth of what it all means. How can I experience the texture of your being.
I would think you would want somebody like me, coming around all the time, basking in your presence, pondering your being; to whisper your secrets to.
Yet, Father, Mother, I am so beyond this point, as my heart mourns my lack of understanding of your being. Cant’ you bend the rules, not just for me, but for everyone of the Human that loves you.
We are everywhere upon the earth, seeking you. It’s over! Father, Mother, its time to reveal yourself as us; To reveal yourself within us.
Now is the time for the reintegration of the Human and God. If you need someone to rip the veil; here I am and I’m ready and eager to perceive your true being.
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“The Father” and “the Son” are single names; “the Holy Spirit” is a double name. For they are everywhere: they are above, they are below; they are in the concealed, they are in the revealed. The Holy Spirit is in the revealed: it is below. It is in the concealed: it is above.
“Those who have gone astray, whom the spirit begets, usually go astray also because of the Spirit. Thus, by one and the same breath, the fire blazes and is put out.”
“It is not possible for anyone to see anything of the things that actually exist unless he becomes like them. This is not the way with man in the world: he sees the sun without being a sun; and he sees the heaven and the earth and all other things, but he is not these things. This is quite in keeping with the truth. But you saw something of that place, and you became those things. You saw the Spirit, you became spirit. You saw Christ, you became Christ. You saw the Father, you shall become Father. So in this place you see everything and do not see yourself, but in that place you do see yourself – and what you see you shall become.”
The Gospel of Phillip