“If you care for and lovingly help a demon transcend their essential nature, by opening the way to becoming within yourself, you can carry them with you into the Kingdom. Stop throwing dust on your heads. Your Demons can be redeemed as can the Human.”
I asked the eyes to talk today. You know the silent witness who is using your eyes and mine to observe the world, and who share our souls in order to experience the hearts of all conscious beings, you and I, and also held within the other Humans that surround us. I asked the One what he wanted to express through me…so here we go. It should be and interesting ride.
“While you see me as shy and calcitrant toward the longing of the Human to know me, I am not.” Well, sorry I did promise to let you speak, however I can’t be silent, you are most definitely the most ethereal, character or being, who shrouds yourself from your children.
Why do you hide, from those who love you? How do I experience your form within me? How do I a Human luxuriate in the appearing of your being within me? Can’t we break bread together and rest within each others presence? I am not just asking for myself; when I look behind me, I see millions of the Human, within whom you dwell and observe; as close as touching; and they live for nothing more than to know the warmth of your touch.
It’s below your dignity, to force the Human to long for you, and love you because of your absence.
“I assure you I am not absent, ever. If I am seeing through every set of eyes, every time you are with another Human, you are in my presence. You are just to blind to see me in them. If every Human saw my presence in the Humans that they exist among, then the earth would be transformed. I am not hiding, I am every Human and I am you.”
More deafening silence…how can you not hear me if you are truly present. If it would move you as you rest in stasis and solitude, I would beg you to fully reveal yourself to random others of the Human. Let somebody experience you and your being fully formed within us.
Why must I be a beggar, always milling around, like some bedraggled vagabond, trying to gain a glimpse of You. I am a quiet soul, made in you image, seeking to know you.
Maybe I should “name it and claim it” as some television evangelist might proclaim.
OK. OK. Your voice is supposed to be heard in this dialogue.
I am willing to trade everything I am, everything I own, all of my closest human connections; I name what I seek… Father, Mother I desire your fullness and presence within me and surrounding me. In this moment I want all of you, the full knowledge, and the fullness of your being flowing into me. So I’ve named it…now I will claim it. I claim this, I take it from the All, I mold it in my heart and mind through your power in me, and I claim it in this very moment. Flow into me!
“In order to accomplish this, you must bind the demons, that are industrious in their intervention and in their constructing of the walls that separate us. They are not inherently evil, they just have a role to play in sculpting me and thereby you into the image that I am imagining for us. The demons are instruments of my will and of myself. My son, your Mother will help if you ask, can you summon the strength to banish the demons?”
“Stop giving the allurements of the Demons as a gift to yourself. The power is in their ability to free you, even for a moment from the world. The cares that weigh you down, can be flung off your back, even if for a few moments of liberation, as a gift freely given from them. They are generous; just as a fisherman is generous with the bait. Its not the sin you seek, its the path to forgetfulness that you find in the sin.
Mother, Holy Mother, I hand over my soul and my body to you. I lift it up and set it down again, in your presence and conscribed by your love… I will trade anything for your full presence, a doubled presence, a ten-fold presence, your infinite presence within me.
Ecclesiastes 10:10 “If the ax is dull, and one does not sharpen its edge, then one must exert more strength; however, the advantage of wisdom is that it brings success.”
What the fuck does that mean?
How do I sharpen my edge within you? Father, Mother, I draw upon your power and presence within me, to speak to the demons, and to transform my heart.
So again, I feel that I am dominating the conversation and that is not what I want on this day. You, hiding one, mute one, speak to me. I am open to receive you and your voice in me. Speak to me. Speak to me.
Or remain in Your silence if you must but flow silently within me, guiding my path to You.
“You my son, are not ready for what is about to befall the earth. Yet you will be given my power within you. In this moment in my silent being, I am anointing you. The oil of my goodness, love and mercy are flowing from your crown into your heart at this very moment. Accept it and I will grant it within you.”
“And just so your feet remain firmly planted on the ground, know that this blessing will be given to any of the Human who accept my anointing through reading these words. These words are full of mighty power, coming from my presence within you. ”
“If you want more of me, then your have to get out of my Way, by turning and walking upon yourself. If you trample yourself under your own feet, and take on my mantle of truth the All will be you; And you will have the power to control the All. Your way will be illumed by the light of my love.”
Father, Mother, in this time of Human transformation, in the time of the summing up of all of our lives, I ask that in your great mercy, you will draw millions of the Human to your heart. I pray that they willingly may lay down their lives, their conception of who and what they are, in order to be fully conformed to you.
Let all of those that love you be fully conformed by you and experience the fullness of your presence. This gift I give to them on your behalf.
Through the Holy Spirit within me, I cast these, your powerful words, three times, upon any who read them, that they may have the power to overcome and to heal the earth during the time of the Great Transformation. I bind the demons so they will silently abide in peace and so they will renounce their lures and be silent in me and within all that are being blessed by your words and presence. Amen.
Psalm 139
1 You have searched me, Lord,
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, Lord, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,”
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts,[a] God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand—
when I awake, I am still with you.
19 If only you, God, would slay the wicked!
Away from me, you who are bloodthirsty!
20 They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.
21 Do I not hate those who hate you, Lord,
and abhor those who are in rebellion against you?
22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.