Well, this is bound to embody a bit of Heresy, so I defer to my old friend Carl Jung, who has thought harder than I am capable of about this truth. I am writing before reading again. So weird I am.
But I’m fascinated by the need of God to create? Aren’t you? Or do you just rest in the surety of the priest class, who have laid the endless human fantasies about God at your feet. Which made it so easy to fall into a way of identifying with God. Yet, are you truly identifying with the God or with an image that somebody else gave to you; most like your parents.
I am telling you, in humbleness and with a loving heart that this is not enough. Sorry, but there are billions of people just rote acknowledging an image of God; an idol created by men. Please, stop and rest and contemplate the form of God that arises within you when you cast everything away, and become, totally empty, resembling the void of being.
This is the place you can start.
Every great saint, endured the painful transitioning away from what others taught them about God. Saint John of the Cross, Boehm, Saint Teresa, Master Eckhardt, all had to drift away from the safe comprehension of God that was transmitted to them as children. They has to escape to the secret place, where they could pour their heart and soul out to God, so that the One would reveal to them the full presence and understanding of God.
My children, you cannot obtain salvation through the mediation of the ideas of another Human. Only you can take the necessary journey within yourself to find God. If you are relying on anything other than the presence of the Holy Spirit to guide you, than you have been trapped, choosing to come again and again, because you have not done the necessary things to reveal the presence of God, the Holy Spirit within yourself.
John 16: 12 “I still have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now. 13 When the Spirit of truth comes, he(she) will guide you into all the truth, for he(she) will not speak on his (her) own but will speak whatever he (she) hears, and he(she) will declare to you the things that are to come. 14 He(She) will glorify me because he(she) will take what is mine and declare it to you. 15 All that the Father has is mine. For this reason I said that he will take what is mine and declare it to you.”
How glorious and revolutionary, when you finally come to understand that you are not alone in the world, but that God, the Spirit, experience everything with you. And this brings me to the point. Why the need of God to experience all that we experience?
Try to imagine your life, if you lived it totally alone. I am talking about being alone from the very beginning with no parental influences. Can you do it? Of course, its impossible for us, which makes it difficult to understand the motivations of a God that was a singularity, held within itself.
Don’t you ever ponder, what induced God to split into two, and then into many? There is no morality, spirituality, or love as a singularity. Don’t you see? Unmitigated power yes, but what good is this if you have nothing or nobody to share it with.
So we have this wounded God, whose heart and being has been pierced by the self-knowledge that he|she is alone; and this understanding created a longing and need within God. You, the beloved Human were created to heal God’s heart. Are you to vapid to even understand the depths of emptiness, that caused God to establish the primordial order out of which we all flowed, all so there would be another?
I understand these words are heresy to the church. Fuck the church, look around, where have they led us; they have led us to the fucking abyss. The world we inhabit is their world, the world of nonsense religion and false loyalty, all to obtain the get out of hell free card and a few virgins to boot.
This is not why God created you. You were created to simply to be a friend, companion and lover of God. Stop and ponder that for a moment.